Fight With GOD----- The Almighty

God is present everywhere , God is in you , God is in me, God is in everyone. He cares & look after everyone. He don’t discriminate with his own creation. He is the one who loves all his men. This is what a layman thinks about God . whether they call him as Ram or Allah or Wahe Guru or Jesus or any other name , one thing is common in all, they follow the path laid by the respective God of them for the betterment of humanity, to keep harmony among each other , to be helpful to each other & ……. What not. They follow that path blindly & they believe in God whole heartedly.
But Ashwani is a crook. He is a non-believer. His family is like any other normal Hindu family which performs all rituals, festivals, prayers with a great pomp-n-show and enthusiasm. How come this possible that in such a family a guy like Ashwani took birth…?????
Well he was not like that earlier, he always participated in all prayers without questioning their needs. Instead, he also started believing in God as others do it in an Hindu family. Slowly & gradually time passes, he did his graduation. He was always inspired by the GUN & GUTS of an soldier. He always dreams to be an officer in Armed Forces. He started preparing for it.

24th March 2007 HE went to Bhopal for his 1st ever SSB(service selection board which selects or recommends officers for Armed Forces). The result was not memorable but the experience was. He remained there for good 5 days and returned as an confident person. He had learned his initial chapters that how to face the world with his 1st exposure to the world of competition. He was not demoralized or discouraged with this failure. Instead he felt that this experience will come handy next time. Time passes, dates run fast.
10th Sep 2007 Same result . One thing that was common in these two ssb’s that they both felt in the days of NAVARATTRE’s . so it was his belief that God will help him & he will be able to succeed this time. But nothing happened much except some more learnings.
1st Jan 2008 He was in one of the beautiful city of the country, Dehradoon. He cleared PABT (Pilot Aptitude & battery Test ). On that day he came to know that he has the capability to fly a fighter plane or a chopper. I mean he could be trained to do so, he was trainable. Mind you friends this pabt is a life time test , once you pass it you don’t have to give it again and if you fails that means you can’t at least in this life can work with armed forces as an pilot.
So he was pretty sure about his success this time, but he fails. He didn’t know how but somehow he fails. He didn’t paid much heed to it.
His last SSB Allahabad Everything this time went exactly very good. Starting from the beginning to the last , but the result. On his journey in returning from Allahabad to his home , he feels 1st in his life very much depressed, very much like an looser. Finally what he concluded was this that it was not him who was responsible for the result because he prepared so well every time , so it was God who was stopping him in getting the much desired success. I don’t know literally that whether he was right or not.
He started thinking in a changed manner . you might say that it was his craziness , madness of Ashwani to think like this . But you know, to his mind he had got all the valid reason not to believe God. Despite all his efforts he was failing. Question s like --- what do I did wrong? Why God is targeting me only while there are other people also? And all such stuff which comes in mind of probably a looser. I know it was wrong but I can’t do a single thing because it was the way he started thinking …
The result was horrible. He started avoiding all such things that includes God in a way or other. Festivals for him had no importance. He even had an argument with his parents on sitting in the Deepawali prayer(which he regrets even now). His parents made him agree to sit there, physically he was there but mentally he was somewhere else. He wanted to show his anger to the God for what he did wrong to him. I must say that he put all his efforts to show his intention towards God to everyone.
But the best part of the story was yet to come. Once he started thinking that God is not going to help him, he started believing in himself. He recognized the strength of his soul, he took life as it was coming. He got self motivated, he doubled his efforts like a Lion does. Lion who once fails to hunt stops there rebuild his strategy , regains his energy & attacks with doubled efforts. He wanted to just show a thumb to God that hey God look here am well established here. With his efforts he started getting result . he was able to got admission in an renowned institute. Once he started getting these small- small success Irony comes in picture, God who was not helping him earlier now by self helping him out from many situation. But I am very happy that at least he started believing in himself.
In the end I must say one more line
”THE BEST PART OF A DISASTER IS THAT YOU CAN START ALL FROM BEGINING”



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